This unbelievable repetition, I've forced myself in this position, I've done things that I'm not proud of and I've lost all respect for myself. I thought I was a better man, I need to be better man. I can only hope, that I'm given that chance. I'm sick of being a disappointment, I'm determined to make my admends, admit to my mistakes and be able to face the sun. I need to search inside, find the strength to make a change.